Perfecting Perfection

Woooozaaaaaaaa

2011-10-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hi. It's been awhile.

ITP is over. The most awesome experience that I've got working. The first one sucked.

A little bummed out that I have to start doing my FYP now. I hate it. I hate all the planning.

I just want to start coding out my stuff. Even that is a problem for me. It's been a long time since I've touched Dreamweaver. Slowly, but surely I'll get my touches back. All about time.

How are you world. Life has been the same for me. I need a new challenge. A new view of life. I want to travel around the world. Hopefully I'll be doing that in the near future. I never liked Singapore that much, with all these foreigners coming in, we'll slowly die out. True Singaporeans.

First time in my life I feel so old. Going to serve my National Service next year. Soon I'll start work and following that , starting a family. Life really start to speed up once you hit the poly life phase. This sucks. Can't really do anything about it though. That's how life was made to be. Make you regret all those stuff that you didn't or did. I try to live a life without much regrets. That's how I 'roll'. There is those few mistakes, dumb mistakes, that I wished never happened but what can I do about it. Nothing. Just move on.

This is one random post. Just typing random stuff out. About to go to sleep. Hopefully one day when I lose sight of what I wanna do in life, I'll stumble upon this post again. Refresh my memory. Life is full of unexpected things. Like this blog post.

Bye for now.

Stay safe Singapore.

Dam them gym ratties.

WASSSSSUP ALLL

2011-06-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

I know that no one every read this blog so I'll suppose I'll just keep it as a diary.

How's life? So far good. ITP is a blast at the moment and hoping it will stay this way till august.

Why am I writing again here? My english has been suffering. I've began to stutter like mad. This is bad, especially when you are working in an office with 2 british guys and an american. Have to stop making malays look stupid.

You know, my interest in learning French resurfaced. Why? BECAUSE IT'S THE SEXIEST LANGUAGE ON THE PLANET. I like it how suave they pronounce the words. Eargasm, quoted from KHUZAIMAH. hahahah .

Anyways that is all for now. Hope no one ever reads this.

This blog will be my memory log. I have a bad memory. There.

Stay safe.

Untitled.

2010-11-21T00:28:00.003+08:00

I'll admit it. Guys are never the ones who break down easily. Instead of crying, we change the medium. We write songs, write poems and that kind of shit.

I'm always the guy who absorbs the anger whenever there's an argument. I know my bad side, my rage. I always tell myself, I can't risk losing my temper. It's too ugly for other people to see. So instead of focusing my energy to fight back, I just hold it back.

I can't remember when was the last time I cried before this night. I held back tears from that shit MRT station to city hall. Hell I even joke to myself and felt a little better. But the long train back forced me to reflect on myself. I swear, that was the longest train ride in my life.

I can't even think straight while writing this blog so I shall stop here. Defenses broke down completely when I was in the shower.

A tear broke free. damn sial :s

On a lighter note, HP7 was awesome. Some interesting scenes that i likey very much

Enlightened

2010-10-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

I have to slim down. It's a do or die kind of scenario. Going for my nafa next year and I don't intend to fail again. Last time I did passed it was during sec 1. Bronze. Epic fail.

On a lighter note, i've started cardio sessions. Regretted not starting sooner, but who cares. Live and learn.

Stay calm and keep living, That's my new quote I suppose.

Stay sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties

Different

2010-10-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

I've been feeling different these past few days. Let's just say that I'm in a different light now.

Not used to this feeling. I'm never good at taking pressure. I instantly blow up. I don't like this

Humbled Piece

2010-09-28T19:21:00.003+08:00

Most of the time, my mind is free. I don't really care much about what will happen and what had happened in my life. I live my life with little regrets. I make mistakes, i forget about it. Live my life everyday without ever looking back. Sadly, there will always be that subconscious part of my brain that will tear me apart from the inside.

Occasionally when this does happen, waves of thoughts will keep smashing agaisnt my brain. The words 'What if's' would surround me like a pack of wolves coming in for the kill. These are the time that makes me really think whether the decisions that i've made are correct, the mistakes i made are forgiven and the lies I've told are forgotten. I was never known to be a bad man. A bad guy. A bad son. But life keeps hurling unexpecting challenges. Most of the time , i'll perform the action with a sincere heart and mind. But those occasional misdeeds and lies are enough to chain me to guilt for the rest of my life.

I've wrote this piece partly because I need to practise my english which is on a decline, and partly because once in a while, a big bloke like me have to release the emotions that were never released on their due dates. To all who i've sinned, Forgive Me. To all who i've hurt, I'm sorry. And to all the unknowing people who I've mocked, I didn't mean it.

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties.

Oh, hi there

2010-09-04T18:06:00.001+08:00

WAZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

It's been awhile since i've last posted. Not that it matter cause no one reads this hahahahaha.
Well fasting month is coming to an end soon, bloody hell gonna meet zee relatives soon. Dunno what to say and do. Doh.

Gotta start running. Nafa test next year and i'm gonna fail. pathetic.

Gotta start doing my school work, been slacking for too long now. Jusst gotta find the motivation again after losing all my schoolwork due to my harddisk getting replaced. Doh

Stay sharp singapore
dam them gym ratties

It's a full moon.

2010-04-29T22:02:00.001+08:00

Ah bloody hell, it a full moon tonight.

Memories i once made , i shall erase them now. No point cramping stuff in my overloaded brain atm.

I dont need those shit, i need to focus on the present now.

Sleep with the moon beaming at me, how nice .

Anyways this be a random post. Deal with it

Sweet dreams till sunbeam find me :)

Stay sharp singapore,
Dam them gym ratties.
God bless the moon

WAZZZZZZZZZAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2010-04-16T21:50:00.002+08:00

Sup all, time for a super update!

Watched two movies today, Clash of the Titans and KICK ASS.
Was shocked to see that kick ass was M18, but after watching the film i know why. Loads of stuff u little kiddies should not know so lets move on.

Clash of the Titan has a good plot but poor ending. Seriously, they should made kraken smash some cities before getting wtfpwned by medusa's head. He made an epic entrance, but die shortly after that. haha.

Kick Ass was simply KICK ASS-RIFIC. Loads of twist and turns in the movie and it was funny shet. Laughed loads of times, even laughed alone when the whole cinema was quiet. Dam I like hitgirl atm, wut a role model. Something about her attracts me i suppose. I say WATCH IT cause it's really worth.

That's all for now i suppose,

Stay sharp singapore,
Dam them gym ratties.

Harro!

2010-03-20T16:21:00.002+08:00

Hello! Long time since I've updated.

Just turned 18. No biggie actually, doesn't feel special. Its just a number. So what if I can do this or that, life's still the same for me.

Might go find a job. Maybe this is one of the plus points. Easier to find a goddamn job lol. 7 -11 anyone?

Hmm dont got anything else to write. Had a boring 18th birthday but i dont care, was busy scaping ;)

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties, they seemed to multiply.

That special feeling

2010-02-23T00:30:00.003+08:00

Dont you ever get that feeeling to punch someone and get away with it? Yes i know its a dreadful feeling to feel but we're human goddamit. We are meant to feel this kind of shet.

Anyways was browsing around in facebook when i saw this video. The guy in it really pissed me off for some reason. Really felt like smacking that face on the spot, BUT i'm aint that dumb cause i'll be punching be dam screen. Gotta cool down.

Never really liked him. hoho

On a lighter note, Watched Percy Jackson and the lightning thief today. it was AWESOME. Too bad fariz had some last minute shit and adam had exams to study for exams . Call me Zeus-sidon from now bishhhhhhhhh.

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties. I'll be striking you to hell bishhhhh - es

Zee Flooo!

2010-02-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

Hello, Been a long time since i've updated this blog and after much pestering from a friend, Let there be updates! Cheeeesy.

SCHOOL IS OVER. Holidays are finally here! HAppeh Happeh Happeh, but it meant the end of my first year in poly and kinda sad about it cause i'm gonna be separated from my class. Great bunch of fellas 1A/B 01 is. Good or bad, they are truly one of a kind.

Getting weaker in the gym for unknown reasons. Maybe it's the flu. GO AWAY GODDAMIT, i want my strength back. :\

Can't think of anything else to write, haha so that's all for today!

Stay Sharp Singapore,
DAM THEM GYM RATTIES TIMES INFINITE

Hey there.

2010-01-31T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hi all. Been awhile since I blogged. Busy with assignments and all so I'll make it fast and sweet.

40KG on each side benchpress achieved on saturday. I sounded like a monster with my grunts but it helps. Aiming for 60 each side , hopefully by March.

Assignments' been an ass lately. Assignment due this friday(most of it) and im not done with 3/4 of them. Shit shit shit, i need help!. Monday Ideas assignment, Tuesday STSB assignment, Wednesday GEMs assignment(presentation), Thursday no life to complete Friday's assignment, Friday 3D, DVDE(Present to judges and shit), WEBP (Presentation). The week after this tuesday is VAF assignment, Presentation too. Shit la

Stay Sharp Singapore
Dam them gym ratties

Down that way sir.

2010-01-16T21:23:00.002+08:00

WHATS UP YO!

So its the commercial break between star wars and I decide to update on my going ons, know?

So I went to the gym with mat and fan. Riz and zal+his friend was late so we started first. Was the usual routine, nothing much happened. Fan was actually offended by the way of a person who walked in the gym. Lol, keep ranting about it until he left. Old Chankee was there, aiya didnt make it any better. What's worse was that he almost got squashed by the elevator door when we were leaving the gym . Small kids should stop hitting the button repeatedly, it causes trouble idiots.
After gym, trained to Joo koon and walked to the Harvey Norman warehouse for their sale. Chose a POWER pc so that it can withstand all the programmes that i will install later on. Even the games hehe. And oh yea, got my Tablet for easier use of Illustrator and Photoshop. Good stuff.

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties

Humbled

2010-01-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

Year 2099 has been truly terrific. Gaining friends, meeting old friends, solidifying friendship. Its been a ride. No friendship is ever forgotten, we just choose to ignore it.

Its been a year since i've officially graduated from Boon lay sec. Still miss those time but what can I do? Nothing. I can't dig up the past nor stay put in the present, as the future keeps pulling me in.

First year in Poly is about to end soon. Soon I'll make new classmates, but I shall never forget the old ones. They are truly UNIQUE. ha ha, some are :o

CG>IA>3D. Thats my decision. Praying to get my first choice, but if denied, I'll understand. Bleh

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties.

ITS TEH NEW YEAR MUTHALOVERS

2010-01-02T10:58:00.002+08:00

Happeh New Year all!

On the eve of countdown, The pack and I , accompanied by two people you call girls, headed to marina bay after 2 hours of keeling zombies at Bugis. For some reason, Irfan and Adam was so high it infected me. We danced on the road with the help of that stupid tune. Was fun actually. Bought BK for dinner, zal getting stuck at merlion while we headed to the FLYer. Waited for approximately 3hours? for the fireworks. While waiting, there was a "disco floor" nearby. At first, no one wanted to groooove to the music playing , cept for lil' kids who did dumb moves. Cute dumb moves >.> We saw alot of mats and minahs. Just ignored them. The bass from the speakers was poooooowwwwwwwwwwerrrrrrrr. We were literally shoooked when we stood infront of them. Nice feeling actually. 3minutes before the actual countdown and the partygoers at the "disco floor" decided that they cant wait no more. They counted down from 10, cheers erupted only to realised that they were about 2minutes early. I should say , EPIC FAILURE OF 2009. hahaha , fireworks was alright. Expected a GRANDER display but , what to do, Fireworks Made in China. After countdown we stood around for awhile discussing wut to do next. Watch moovie or head back home. In the end we trained ourselves to tanah merah, intending to camp at the airport. GUESS WHAT. we missed that last train. So we went to Pasir ris and took taxi to the airport. Was fun, from Heiryl's dumb antics of CHIDORI to his , errr, weight gaining/losing machine. Was fun, had fun, irfan. hahahaha

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them Gym ratties.

SPEAKING OF THAT I NEED TO HEAD TO THE GYM SOON.

Knock, Knock

2009-12-28T16:39:00.002+08:00

Hey there! Been awhile since i;ve updated, so here I GO!

Nothing much to say really. Last week my pack and I went to this place you humans call Sentosa. It was raining so we had to seek shelter at the beach called See-Lo-So. Weird name. :) Anyways would like to thank rina and her sidekick imah for taking care of our stuff. Never know when a vampire will swoop down and steal our stuff, you know. So we went to the beach to cool ourselves down just like last year. talked about shit and stuff , and some people just cant stop posing for the camera. As usual I told them new jokes that are funneh shit, Seriously. After that, we cleaned up and went back to vivo, separated with the two bagkeepers and went our own separate ways. My pack and I went to BK and tapao our food, sitting at one open space and watched the sun set. Bromance know? Bus-d back to Jurong Point. I accidently slept, tired uhhh.

Think thats all for now. Pardon me english if you spotted any mistakes, typed this in a hurry.

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties

Its all about the boomz.

2009-12-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

Quite funny that i barely remember my childhood. My memory is bad, but its worse when you can't even remember your childhood. Im a sad guy :(

House almost complete, at the cost of 1 of my PE shorts. Bummer. Ransacked the store room and found some VERY INTERESTING pictures. Modelling anyone?
Not an eventful week, hoping tomorrow something will happen . HOPEFULLY filming will be fun. Im bloody bored.

WHEN YOU PAINT, MAKE SURE TO ALTERNATE BETWEEN LEFT AND RIGHT. THAT OR YOUR SHOULDER WILL BE SENGET!LOOPSIDED LA. HAHAHA

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties

Rock the bloody boat

2009-12-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

Hi.

How are you?

Hope you're good, cause it's not gonna last long.

3D, What's the first thing that comes to mind?

Me? Honestly, First thing that does is SHIT. Full of em.

So lets board a boat and rock it like a hurricane. Might be fun. Might be shitty.

Cool post, eh?

Do a quickie

2009-12-07T17:32:00.002+08:00

Aight , the past week have been quite interesting lately. Apart from completing all my assignments in time, i went to watch New Moon with that woof pack! Movie was funny shit. You guys have to watch it, especially if you're a guy so we can say how dumb edward look when he steps into the sunlight. Real man dont sparkle, nor do Real vampires. Apart from that, i don't understand why girls chase after taylor now. In twilight he's like the unknown, the BELEN. now girls flocking to him , poor edward. There was some " gay " scene , as i call it, in the movie. Check it out so i won't spoil it for you. Mmmm after the movie went to marina barrage. First time siols reaching there, what an accomplishment. Didnt get the ultimate view cause of the dark clouds, no worries still managed to joke around with the wooof pack. Other then that day went smoothly. Oh yea, on thursday while accompanying Mat to the barber, we saw a tranny. Ho!

Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties

Assignments are like cookies.

2009-12-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

Wassup.

So here what's been happening to me life lately lads.

NOTHING MUCH <---

Well actually during hari raya, i went to see a goat/sheep get sacrificed. Being the kind ol' me, i decided not to look at the slaughter la, probably bring baaaad memories that i want erased. Anyways, when the time finally arrived, i just sat inside the house waiting for the animal to get killed. Unfortunately, the goat/sheep gave a last cry, which was very SPOOKY. Scary siols, first time hear a living thing died. Sommore the house got echo, aiyo. Well after cutting off the head, i kinda played with it. Feeling bad now . lol

Back to the present, just finished gym today. Woohoo! Did 30kg each side, 5 reps , 1 set. Lol doesnt seem much but its an accomplishment la. So long doing 20's that hitting the 30 mark is like WOW la. Did 32.5kgs too la, but with support. Cannot tahan already. Well not much happened after that. Gonna waatch New moon with my lads this weekend. Walking towards the bustop, heiryl just cant shut up about new moon. And to make it worse, it was an almost perfect moon today, till the cine-cine start bakar-ing stuff. hoho.

Stay sharp Singapore,
Damn them gym ratties

Quickie

2009-11-25T17:03:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD. lol

Just a quick update on my going ons.

Gym-ed for 1 hour cause NO ONE was accompanying me. Managed to do all the required sets for today, happy I managed to carry 20 KG each side benchpress w/o support. 2 sets of 10 . Did 10s and 15s too. Saw him at GYM. G5 ask me who is HE. Well thats all for today , Stay sharp singapore.

And as always, dam them gym ratties

Seriously.

2009-11-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

These past few days been a huge roller coaster ride. Shit la. For the past few days been feeling pissed off lately, and today was no better. Not going into detail so gtfo. Anyways after gym just now, matreps invaded the bus! haha talked so loudly, forced me and fan into silence. Was OK at first, only when the 2nd matrep comes, it really started to piss me off. Firstly , he was with his girlfriend, OK la no complaints. But i dunno why, when people are with their gf's, they tend to STEP mane besar, in short they act tough. This knn guy stared at me like theres no tomorrow. Being the the patient guy, i just leave it be. Then he keep staring and sat beside me, Lol'd. Fuck off la.

WEll thats all for today, like always
DAMN THEM GYM RATTIES

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

2009-11-11T21:20:00.003+08:00

WAZZZZZZZZZZZZA!

Chatted with her after months, in high spirits atm so decided to blog. So what have been going on?

Tuesday:

Standard la, went to school early, class was so fking noisy because of 02, seriously sak. Day went OK, till the end. Had to wait 30mins for the MRT, like knn. 5 trains went pass before me , MANYONG and ADAM got on. Reached the gym around 7, met up with Matin first tho. By the time i reached the gym, mood already lost. Knn , in the end only gym-ed for around 1 hour and went back home. OTW to the busstop, we crapped as usual. Only this time we had a very interesting topic, especially when Heiryl talked about Darth Maul, funny siols, takleh angs.

Today: Again nothing much, My 3D lecturer had to go off to attend his medical checkup and his assistant took over. Seriously, dont teach what you just learnt, you'll make mistake. And again, 02 so fking noisy, seriously , shut up. Went to Film appreciation after that, was quite an interesting lesson. Watched TItanic, and when those mushymushy scenes, i remembered her. Bleh

Like always, Damn them gym ratties

Sad Times.

2009-11-07T17:51:00.001+08:00

Mmm, life is very precious, cherish it .

On a lighter note, Lemme give an update of what happened

Thursday:
NO SCHOOL! hoho practically slacked at home gaming . Headed to the gym at around 3, but forgot something and had to track back, which made me late . Met irfan at the stadium seats and went for a jog, but sadly it started to drizzle on the 3rd round and eventually developed into RAIN. So we went into the gym while waiting for Matin, Fariz and Heiryl. Did some intense leg training, which i am not accustomed to train cause i just cant be F***d to . The boy in the gym who wan to step sapao, stop it siol. Annoying to the max. Remember , Technique+Repititions > WEIGHTs. Dumbass.

Friday:
Nothing much happened, went to school, at 12 met up with adam and head to the mosque. Met irfan shortly after that in the mosque. After prayers went to SP to have a quick lunch and headed off to JE, meeting fariz as we were heading to IMM cause irfan wanted to buy a new pair of flip flops. Waited for matin for a FULL hour and a half. In the end we just took the bus home. hoho, but unfortunately, bad news came . Will not mention anything about that. It's sad.

Dam them gym ratties.

Fun in between the library walls.

2009-11-04T22:55:00.002+08:00

Went to RP with hoooomies. First of all, FARIZ pang seh ur class and follow us one time la dey.

Moving on, Mat, Fan and Me trained to Jurong East to meet HAZIQ. But he requested for my guidance to lead him to JTC building, which was just beside JE station to pay for something. I assure you its for a good cause. So mat and fan took the MRT to RP first to rendevous with Heiryl. Had to waited for 10mins for haziq, but in the end treated me to lunch, that loaded busthird. After that not much happened, just slack in the library for a few hours, approx 4 hours, crapping around and laughing at dumb pictures. On the way back home, blooody haziq made us walk for about 10mins before we found the correct bus number, it was blooody far I tell you. After that nothing much happened, except me giving Heiryl some ideas about his dustbin.

Fun shit.

Dam them Gym RATTIES

Changes

2009-11-02T19:07:00.002+08:00

Every once and then, people change. It does happen frequently, hell it only happens once when a blue moon falls, but some do change. Been feeling there's a change in me lately, dunno whats causing it but I finally feel MATURE. hoho, Sounds weird but i think before i act now. Been less of a goof lately. Bleh, funny feelings all around me.

On a lighter note, I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM .
Dam them gym ratties

Sparks.

2009-10-28T18:50:00.001+08:00

Film appreciation was good just now. Really opened my eyes to some films that really touches the heart. Yes, I am a guy who have emotions unlike other dipshits, but I learn how to control it. Now with homiess at RP doing nothing so i decided to blog. GYM IS FUN

2009-10-26T09:52:00.002+08:00

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!"

(Rocky Balboa)

LOADS of meanings. Only dumbasses wont understand it.
Off to school now. bleh

Cramps are good shit.

2009-10-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

Got tortured at the gym today. Power chest training today with Mat, Fan, Ryl and Ziq. As usual told my "takleh angs" joke. I think they liked it, was funny like shit. After gym went running. Jogged for 3 rounds, what an accomplisment. After that went thru the other stages of HELL with mat while the rest spectated the scene. Now im waiting for the cramps to come.

Stripes

Update for HEIRYL

2009-10-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

This is how we update bang

Update for FARIZ.

2009-10-21T18:12:00.001+08:00

Oi gendeng, we all at RP la siallll. Stupid school finish late. Raden with us wakakakaka :)

damn remi

2009-10-18T17:48:00.001+08:00

Irfan here to leave a trail of videos...zoom

In moment of creation

2009-10-18T17:39:00.003+08:00

Irfan here! am helping hakim with blogskins and stuffs and now its almost ready.
Irfan Scarlet Speedster speeding off!!

do visit my blog http://zai-on-high.blogspot.com/

Random

2009-10-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

So hard to blog. Basket-ball betol

Hohohoho

2009-10-13T23:41:00.001+08:00

Too lazy right now. Go away. Fail blog